Leila ([info]applecede) wrote,
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"Follow"

Title: "Follow"
Ship: Draco/Ginny
Rating: PG-13 (or whatever the equivilant is now; I'll look it up again later)
Summary: From one place to the next, it's always the same routine: a letter, a meeting, a memory modified.

A/N: Okay, so this plot occured to me first as the idea of Draco being like a sort of camp follower. I wanted to write it in sort of a minamalistic style, but I gave that up just because. Also, I have an exam on Monday, so if it feels unfinished, it's because I know, I had to leave it hanging a bit. I'll wrap it up some other time. It's also as polished as I'd like it to be.



The biggest problem was that they had misunderstood just how long the war would be. This caused all sorts of problems.

One of them was that the Order continually relocated their headquarters.

The war dragged on.



Draco was listening to the two gentlemen who stood, hats in hands, opposite from where he was seated behind his desk, when the owl swooped in and landed heavily on his desk. Without pausing, he accepted the letter, stroked it once, and slid the sheet of folded paper into a drawer.

“My father has made it clear his position on those who choose to associate with Muggles. He sees any such entanglement, however brief and for whatever reason, as a permanent alliance. My thoughts on the subject are the same as his.”

“Of course,” said the man on the right immediately. “Of course, our sentiments are also the same.”

“We wouldn’t be having this conversation if your sentiments are aligned with ours,” Draco said coldly, pretense of patience gone. “Therefore, please tell me exactly what you wanted to see me about so that I can decide whether I want to bring the subject to my father…as you clearly hope I will.”

The man on the left had remained silent so far, letting his partner build their introduction, which the Malfoy heir had now just dismantled. He was not, then, the weakling boy they had expected would be easy to manipulate into an ally for their cause. Neither, it seemed, was he merely a conduit for his father.

He let his partner, who was now thoroughly unsettled, stumble through their proposal, choosing instead to observe the younger Malfoy’s bored countenance carefully. Draco Malfoy’s only indication of impatience was how much more detached he became with each passing minute.

Finally, as expected, he rose and said impassively, “I’ll keep your proposal in mind.”

The meeting was concluded.

With one last glance at Malfoy, he saw the young man open the desk drawer.



Touching the tip of his wand to the sheet of paper, now carefully unfolded, he murmured an incantation now familiar to him, and moved his wand in the motion of signing his signature.

“Draco Malfoy,” he spoke quietly.

The letters unfurled and revealed, in the end, an address. He looked at the handwriting for a long moment before tapping it with his wand against. The spell this time was for hiding the contents of the message rather than revealing it. It burned crisp and clean, and he swept the ashes off his desk and as he bent over certain letters he was writing to certain men of means interested in their cause, he called for a house elf to vanish the mess.



This time, the house is on the outskirts of London. He made his way there slowly, Apparating first to places that he needed to visit anyway, his last stop being a bar fashioned like an old tavern. Portkeys could be traced, and the Floo was the most dangerous way of transportation lately, but travel by broom remained largely unwatched. It was also a hassle and required a great deal of nerve, to be flying about in public, where anyone could be mistaken for an enemy by either side.

However, Draco didn’t mind the flying, he liked it, and so it wasn’t a bother for him. He had learned also how to minimize the risk, using techniques and tricks his body, lying almost prone along the broom, remembered. And he had gained quite a lot of nerve in recent months. Both Potter and his father would be amazed at just how far he was willing to go, for some things.

Many people made the mistake of flying too high or too low, but the best was to fly exactly just below the tops of the trees. One ran the risk of flying into the trees, but Draco was good at weaving in and out and under bothersome branches. The trees provided a dark, shadowy cover and kept him focused on what he was doing, as opposed to lapsing into a blankness that often came from the ease and pleasure he felt when flying.

He saw the house a little less than a mile off, and he landed neatly, walking the remaining quarter of a mile.

The letters never told him how to get into the house—that was too many words to be too safe—so once again, Draco would find himself falling back on his learning back at Hogwarts, sneaking through the corridors at night trying to track down Potter and then later on in his seventh year, to do what he was doing now, a year later.

He drew on the Invisibility Cloak and set to breaking into the house. When he was finally inside, he fitted himself to a wall as Longbottom walked by him, apparently the first sentry for the night.

“Point Me,” he whispered to his wand. The wand spun like a needle.

It was always the northwest room. No.12 Grimmauld Place, the Shrieking Shack, the house in Bloomsbury, the flat near the Tower of Hamlets, Cutty Sark. Always the northwest room. They had agreed on it.

He headed up the stairs. The stairs were old, but they were silent beneath his careful feet, the splintered banister smooth beneath his palm. This place had seen far too little sunlight and felt far too little warmth in the past years, and the house seemed to welcome him, drawing him higher and deeper. He was still careful. Weight distributed evenly, feet flat. Testing each step before taking it, he was soundless. It was best not to cast too many spells in this place. The Order wasn’t incompetent, and if they had felt the need to switch locations again so rapidly, that meant they were going to be even more careful in monitoring the premise.

The door to the northwest room was unlocked. He couldn’t risk a knock, so he paused, listening for sounds of movement or another presence within. He eased the door gently open and slipped inside. The hinges swung cleanly and without a sound, keeping the secret.

As always, he wondered if this was right. He wondered if he had the right to add one more risk to a house that was brimming over and cracking with subterfuge.

The door hadn’t even clicked shut before Ginny collided with him. Draco’s arms came up instinctively to go around her, and for one breathless moment when he lost all the air in his lungs, probably from the impact of her body hitting into his, the world was just her, just Ginny, just the smell of her and his face buried in her hair, his fingers caught up with her.

Draco broke away from her to cast a Silencing Charm. Ginny took his wand and leaned over his shoulder, whispering a locking spell at the door, adding a ward for good measure, before dropping his wand on the floor. They hadn’t lasted this long in secrecy without being careful.

He stepped back to look at her, studying her critically. “What’s wrong?”

“You know. The Longbottoms…”

“I saw him downstairs.”

“He’s staying with us now. I don’t think that he’s...all right,” she finished. “He’s not grieving the way people do.”

“Everyone mourns differently, Gin.”

“Yeah, I know,” she sighed. She changed the subject and looked at him intently, reaching out to touch his jaw. “I missed you.”

He met her gaze. “I missed you, too.”

Ginny sighed again. “Just hold me, Draco.”

He did as she asked. His hands stroked her hair, and when she lifted her face to him, he kissed her. He felt humbled beneath her hungry mouth, and as his thumb brushed the corner of her lip, he felt the shiver.

He lifted her onto the desk in the room, the only furniture besides the bed, and she gazed down at him silently. Draco exhaled deeply and curled one hand around the graceful curve of her neck, his other hand catching at both of hers as he kissed her again, harder this time, like a stamp of possession, trying to convey all the frustration and anger he felt that she couldn’t possibly know how much of it he felt.



His clothes were thoroughly crumpled when he woke in the morning. The morning light was sharp and harsh and showed the strains of stress on her face.

He heard her voice as she charmed his clothes straight and ironed.

“You still look tired,” he observed.

“Trust me, that was the best sleep I’ve had in a long time.”

He offered her a grin in return. “That’s good.”

When he finally left, it was with Ginny leaving the room for breakfast downstairs. Leaving was a mutual movement, done simultaneously, a silent affair.



On his return to Malfoy Manor, he charmed the night away. He wouldn’t be able to give a location for the Order, nor would he be able to recall details of any plans he had overheard. He wouldn’t remember the people he had seen who shouldn’t have been there. Instead, his dreams would be filled with the scent of Ginny’s hair and the strength of her arms as she had clung to him. But that could be explained away as having been the bothersome memories of his seventh year.



Another place. Another northwest room. Another early morning.

“You can Apparate back,” she told him, “We’re leaving in the morning.”

“Okay,” he said. “I was trying not to wake you.”

She smiled and glanced away as he tugged his shirt over his head. “Thanks, but I woke up when you did.”

He finished dressing silently before returning to the bed. “What’s wrong?”

He listened to the sound of movement downstairs and the rain on the roof falling into the gutter pipe. He listened to their breathing in the room.

“Ginny?” He needed to hear an answer.

She propped herself up with an elbow and reached for him. Pulled him down to lie beside her, and quieted him with her mouth. “Don’t, Draco,” she whispered into his mouth.

He subsided, hands tightening on her upper arms. She listened to all the things unsaid in his ragged breathing and blinking eyes. He had made a great concession tonight, but she wondered if he knew that he hadn’t had to. She had learned long ago to read the signs and subtleties in his gestures, in the inflections of his voice, in the look in his eyes.

“I’ll do it,” she said, meeting his eyes steadily.

He gave her a puzzled look. “What?”

She held up her wand. “This time, let me do it, Draco.”

He hesitated only for a second. There was no one he trusted more besides Ginny. It wasn’t even a choice. “Okay.”

“Don’t worry,” she said. “I know how to do it right. You won’t remember anything when you get back.”

He caught her hand. “I always worry about that, Gin.”

She said the words, did the magic. And it worked.



He left Gringrotts feeling annoyed. It seemed, then, that the Ministry had no intention on unfreezing his assets until gave them access to the Manor.

“Malfoy,” called a voice oddly.

He turned wearily as one of the Weasleys hurried up to him, her eyes intent on his face. She held out a hand. He drew back from her, alarmed. “What do you want?”

Her eyes scanned his. “Just—”

It was the scent on the sharp, cutting wind. Something in his eyes changed, and he tilted his head at her.

“I just wanted to say,” she began again, “that they told me I had to do it. And it was never a matter of my trust.”

“What are you on about? I don’t even know your name,” he said blankly. He blinked. “You went to school with me.”

“It’s Ginny.” She smiled at him. “I was a year below you.”

Do you want to remember?




Oh yeah! I just made a post requesting the need for a brainstorm-beta for a Sarkney fic* at [info]proclivityfans. I wanted to link it here, too.

*Fear not, I have not forgotten my other WIPs. Those are still in progress, I just wanted to get the ball rolling on this one as well.
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[info]streetscribbles

May 15 2005, 01:58:18 UTC 7 years ago

Oh, MAN. MAN OH MAN. So I'm taking my break from my VMars marathon (courtesy of Kazaa) to read this and am I GLAD I did. I love the concept of this.. and I have to say, "Follow" is the perfect title. :)

The beginning is perfect. "The War dragged on." is such a simple line.. but it conveys SO much. It's so.. plain and so bland on the outside but.. I don't know, reading it just makes you FEEL exactly HOW much the war dragged on, especially for Ginny and Draco.

The door hadn’t even clicked shut before Ginny collided with him. Draco’s arms came up instinctively to go around her, and for one breathless moment when he lost all the air in his lungs, probably from the impact of her body hitting into his, the world was just her, just Ginny, just the smell of her and his face buried in her hair, his fingers caught up with her.

HOW GORGEOUS IS THAT? OH MY HELL. That's just.. SOBEAUTIFULOMG. The D/G love.. it SPILLS off the pages, off these words and.. oh, oh man. LOVE. <3

And the ending.. it's so sad. “It’s Ginny.” She smiled at him. “I was a year below you.” Oh, that totally breaks my heart. I don't know how you do it but you did.

Wrap it up? Polish it? So it's gonna be even better than this? :P

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 04:00:32 UTC 7 years ago

Betty is the best <3 Thanks for being Draco's number one cheerleader and keeping me in the game :)

THANKS for actually having favorite moments in this <33 I feel like I can't say anything else besides that (this could also because I'm eating an ice cream right now and it is freezing my brain; that can't be good for my ONE AND FINAL EXAM TOMORROW YAYYYYY BETTY I'LL BE FREE!). Thanks for reading and feedbacking and just <3 Especially since I know you had a VM episode to watch ;)

Okay. Tackle that VM :D TALK TO YOU SOON! When I next talk to you, I will on the other side, the free side!

[info]tamlane

May 15 2005, 07:15:48 UTC 7 years ago

Mmmm, brilliant as always, Leila. All of your (seemingly) random inclusions, such as the conversation with the mystery man in the beginning and the fact that his assets had been frozen at the end, all seem to really add to the betrayal and the "mood" of this piece. I love the disjointed style... it echoes the confusion and recklessness of this piece. I was especially struck by the scene where he enters Headquarters and climbs the steps. As always, you describe every movement, every sound, with precision and skill.

It's so great to see you writing HP again! Your Draco makes me swoon. For all of his delicious fallacies, you always keep him in control:
Draco Malfoy’s only indication of impatience was how much more detached he became with each passing minute.
You really are one of the best Draco writers out there.

Excellent job!

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 03:16:51 UTC 7 years ago

Ahhh! Tam! I always want to save every piece of your feedback because it means so damn much. And you know, just 'cause I think super highly of your writing has nothing to do with it :P

Oh! And I'm so glad you mentioned Draco this time - I was a little worried that he might be channeling Sark from Alias *sheepish*

Thanks so much for reading and feedbacking again, as always <3

[info]toothpick349

May 15 2005, 07:33:05 UTC 7 years ago

This was wonderful. I live off of D/G fics like these, no matter how big or small. The kinds where it doesn't quite work out, yet there was definately something there when they were together....

Brilliance. I loved it! If you're continuing, do so. :)

~Laura

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 02:45:42 UTC 7 years ago

Oh, wow. Thank you so much. I think I'll probably fix it up a bit, maybe extend it a little, but it'll probably stay a one shot. Thanks so much for reading though :)

[info]shalei

May 15 2005, 15:30:52 UTC 7 years ago

Good one, leila (can I call you that? Your username is good but too long xP) but I really feel so sorry for them, you know? I'll reread it later so I can know the real story (I just kind of skimmed through it) but I feel so sorry... I still don't know.. You made me think.. Better continue it or else I will wrung you! *glares pouintedly* No, I'm just kidding.

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 02:42:44 UTC 7 years ago

:D Of course you can call me Leila! :) And don't worry :) I left the ending kind of ambiguous because really, when have I ever written a truly angsty D/G?

[info]hoot2

May 15 2005, 17:30:06 UTC 7 years ago

mmn so sad and sweet...in the end they got together right??i know they did!!

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 02:40:51 UTC 7 years ago

Thanks :) And as to that, well...have I ever really written a sad ending for D/G? *grins*

[info]huffpuffkeeper

May 15 2005, 17:40:27 UTC 7 years ago

AHHOHMYGOD. Heartbreaker GALORE.

You built such an amazing sense of setting, and then came the relationship trying to survive and having to do so at a cost. I did see how it evolved from your original idea, and the title? I like it, it FITS. Gorgeous!

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 02:40:04 UTC 7 years ago

HANNAH! I haven't talked to you in FOREVER. Anyway, thank you so much! I know it was a little sloppy, but I'm so happy you liked it anyway :) At least, enough to deem it heartbreaker material. Don't even get me started on that <3

[info]whirligigged

May 15 2005, 18:56:34 UTC 7 years ago

YEEES! YOU WANT TO REMEMBER. *sniffle* This has a happy ending. It does!

It was the scent on the sharp, cutting wind. Something in his eyes changed, and he tilted his head at her.
That is perfect, for some reason.

Oh, my gosh. It seem that it's been far too long wince I've read something by you. Your writing is like free crack. MORE.

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 02:38:21 UTC 7 years ago

AHHAHAHAHAHA <33 Your enthusiasm. Is. Love. :D

Thanks a lot for reading :D I'll try to write more? *grins*

[info]paperbagbee

May 15 2005, 19:05:50 UTC 7 years ago

...and then he agreed to go out with her for dinner, and after dinner she cornered him in the coat closet and charmed his memory back and they got back together right there in the coat closet.

That is my sincerest belief, yes it is :)

Great work!

[info]applecede

May 16 2005, 02:36:56 UTC 7 years ago

LMFAO. Of course :D

Thank you!

[info]pardonthelitany

May 24 2005, 17:29:09 UTC 7 years ago

OH WOW.
i just read this a third time, and i am finally getting around to posting a review. i feel so... irresponsible. :)

but still: OH WOW.
your opening and closing lines are fantastic. the war dragged on...

The stairs were old, but they were silent beneath his careful feet, the splintered banister smooth beneath his palm. This place had seen far too little sunlight and felt far too little warmth in the past years, and the house seemed to welcome him, drawing him higher and deeper.
i love the imagry you use here, along with the fact that he himself is invisible, it lends to creepily wonderful thoughts. he sees himself in the house while he travels to meet her... beautiful

his dreams would be filled with the scent of Ginny’s hair and the strength of her arms as she had clung to him
the whole concepts of memory charms to keep them from betraying eachother is a bit depressing, but the fact they just keep coming back for more shows the passion they have for on another. XD

It was the scent on the sharp, cutting wind. ....gorgeous.

is there going to be anymore to this, or are you going to leave it as is? i would love to see more!

[info]applecede

May 25 2005, 06:49:51 UTC 7 years ago

Hey Jenn :)

Thanks so much! I know, it was pretty angsty...I used to go for really angsty stuff; not anymore, apparently, since I love fluff and humor and I've been practicing writing those, but angst is still an old friend :P

You know, I was pretty sure that I wouldn't continue it, that if I touched this fic again, it would be only to polish it up a bit, but writing a short follow-up in the same verse would be nice as well. I hope inspiration strikes!

Talk to you soon, hopefully!

[info]pardonthelitany

May 25 2005, 14:45:45 UTC 7 years ago

i love to write angst... it's so melodramatic. :)
but i think i prefer to read humor and fluff (especially if there's some angst too) i was a bit surprised to read such a depressing fic, maybe because i havent read too much of your older stuff.
but this was awesome, all the same :D

[info]bk11

February 16 2006, 23:11:29 UTC 6 years ago

The biggest problem was that they had misunderstood just how long the war would be. This caused all sorts of problems.

One of them was that the Order continually relocated their headquarters.

The war dragged on.


I really like the opening of this because--it's like, such a wry statement. Of all problems that war could cause--it is the inconvience of moving their headquarters. I love that effect, and then especially how you closed it--war dragged on. It sounds so defeated--and understated instead of crazy big stuff, I really like that.

"stroked it once"

Do you remember when you said I could see the dirty in everything, L? Dude, I am starting to think you are right!

He sees any such entanglement, however brief and for whatever reason, as a permanent alliance. My thoughts on the subject are the same as his.”

Douche bag and douche bag junior. He's so cold and bitchy. I love it!

I find the scene with Draco having all this power over adult men very interesting because it really does show progress from where he started to where he is now. He was whiny and spoiled, and he's now confident and powerful. And I know you said that there's a little bit of fanon Draco in your characterization, but I still find this guy rather compelling to watch.

Draco and the flying--I really like how it was like a detour out of what is going--and I don't know what's going on right now! ;)

"They had agreed on it."

OMG. This is sweet.

"He met her gaze. “I missed you, too.”"

AW!! BACKSTORY! WHAT IS THE BACKSTORY! I want to know how the cold and mean Draco that was all about being douche bag switches to THIS nice guy who talks about grieving at night!

"He lifted her onto the desk in the room"

DESK SEX! ;)

And they're really sweet. I honestly think there's something so nice about how they could have this moment in the middle of war.

She held up her wand. “This time, let me do it, Draco.”

DO WHAT?!

Do you want to remember?

Leila, I'm sooo not good at deciphering this stuff! You have to tell me. But here's what I think happened. And I think I'm wrong! I think that Draco and Ginny have been meeting each other since their seventh year, and right after, he erases his memory so that he won't betray her. But when she asked to erase his memory for him--she erased everything? No, that's not it....

You have great small lines. I love this one:

And it was never a matter of my trust.

Ugh, I feel retarded now. But the ending KILLED me because I took it to be a sad ending. Awwww...poor Draco. And I never say that, either.

[info]applecede

February 17 2006, 06:24:35 UTC 6 years ago

Stacy! HI!

YEP. You got it. That was the premise, except it was clearer in my head. But that was basically it - I don't know why I didn't work out how Draco could charm away just pieces of his memory, like the locations or the fact that he was still seeing her, probably I just didn't know what to do with that. I imagined it to be like, some sort of charm that would blur his memory, should Voldemort try to sift through his mind. I wish I could say I left a lot of holes in this fic deliberately to mirror the holes in Draco's memory, BUT that JUST occured to me and alas I am not that brilliant.

It was an ending of promise! Like, he still remembers her, faintly. Okay, fine, it was kind of a sad ending. Except I don't think I've ever written a truly sad fic. :O

:D :D :D THANKS FOR READING THIS. Just came back from working in the library, and I'm going to settle down and head on to chapter 2.

On a side note, I think everyone usually recs their most recent work. Betty and I talked about this before, and the writing we liked best or felt was the best was always our most recent. But anyway, I'm glad you recommended On Being and Nothingness! The premise is a little Jerry Mcguire-esque, come to think of it, which is ALL good.

[info]bk11

February 17 2006, 21:09:23 UTC 6 years ago

Why did Ginny want to erase everything? See, I took it as a sad ending because I thought she was erasing everything because she had, or was going to betray him. :( But then he had a phantom memory of her, and that was like...awww! But I still don't know why she'd want to erase it all--because the war was dragging on for too long maybe...

Libraries are for losers!

There's something who said that they're favorite bit of writing is the thing that they are currently working on. And that's sooo very true.

MAGUIRE!

[info]applecede

May 18 2006, 08:14:54 UTC 6 years ago

Shizzle, I suck! Was cleaning my inbox and realized I didn't reply this.

She did it to protect him - because the war was going on too long, and she didn't want to place him in that risk anymore.

That's the truest thing ever. I'll be so proud of fics back then, not that I'm not now, but it's like I thought that was the BEST of all I've written and now I'm just like ehhh.

MAGUIRE. AHHAHAHA SORRY!

[info]yetunknown

July 25 2006, 12:49:24 UTC 5 years ago

Instead, his dreams would be filled with the scent of Ginny’s hair and the strength of her arms as she had clung to him.

and the strength of her arms as she clung to him. the contradictory terms in this phrase just made me admire you that much more.

You won’t remember anything when you get back.”

He caught her hand. “I always worry about that, Gin.”


and the sudden ending pretty much made me go shit and ow and beautiful all at the same time.

I'm reading through all your D/G fics, if you haven't noticed. *g*

[info]applecede

July 25 2006, 14:49:24 UTC 5 years ago

:) Thank you so much for reading my fics :P I appreciate reading what you thought about them, and I'm definitely happy that you would notice things like the contrasting phrases. Thank you! And also, I'm just glad you're liking the angst! Cuz that's my inner soul :P
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